Mom is being unreasonable!?

i have no idea what'S going on. i think she had a supercrazywierdomelodramatictepisode before your eyes. but being serious... i think she's going through a depression, and maybe she's actually feeling useless. its hard to say. try not to provoke her, and compliment her more often, or sumthin' And trust me i know what its like to be unsocial. suicide has come to my head all the time, but what i realized is that its selfish. i told myself that, because i want what'S best for people. i'd be hurting everyone that loves me if i did it. but then again, my other brain would tell me that no one loves me. but after struggling, going to mental hospitals, and attempting suiceide, i eventually pushed thru. it was what made me a stronger person. what doesn't kill ya, makes ya stronger. i might be weirD, and have lots of problems to deal with, but atleast i know that I'M worth something to this world. there'S things to be accomplished. and just to top this off, I'M goin put out a word that describes my person: Eccentric. (don't be like the grinch)